Tuesday, September 05, 2006

i hope that i am not the only one who cannot title their post until they are finished with their post. it is so much pressure. probably b/c i am a rambler and not very coherent in my posts and therefore i just cannot really put a label on my post before i have gone here and there in the post.

today is short and not so sweet. i am tired today and i really miss my husband. this is not a public tattling or an attempt to be ugly, but it has just not felt like we have spent time together recently. i think the end of pregnancy fatigue has intensified this feeling, and i am sure i am just emotional. it seems i start each day imagining what a great nite we will have with the children and then once they are in bed i picture us talking on the back porch on our new porch furniture and just being with each other. and then it seems each day passes and the nite with the children goes well, then bedtime for them, and then...i dont know. some edging that must be done, some gathering that has to be attended, some friend, some work stuff (yes now for some reason my husband has doctors calling him at nite, even late at nite! do these people realize they are the ones paying off medical school? leave my undergrad husband alone, people!), some way too pregnant wife too tired to even execute her own daytime dreams of long talks and porches and maybe a little alcohol. i think the weather being so mild and the smells of fall rolling in are adding to this anticipative feeling that seems to encompass all of my life right now. well, i could go on, but i am too tired to keep complaining and you are perhaps tired of my complaints. if you see wade or talk to him, tell him i miss him.

5 Comments:

Blogger keely said...

it's amazing how much kiddos change one's marriage. they're flipping amazing, no doubt, but they sure usher in the changes. we're dealing with just one, i can't imagine what it's like with almost 3. i hope you and wade can have some time together soon.

7:11 AM  
Blogger courtney jewett said...

cath, i grow weary of competing with the gym for your company ;)

10:57 AM  
Blogger Sam Negus said...

This was a heavy post. Let's lighten the mood with some crusty Brit picking at American bastardisation of Her Majesty's language. Night, not nite. Repeat lesson for light. While we're on the topic. Through. Drive through. I don't care if you are trying to save space McDonalds, its sloppy and wrong.

7:10 PM  
Blogger keely said...

when's your baby gonna get here? noah is itching for a temporarily-long-distance best buddy. they've got to protect one another from all those older boys (and that girl that likes to pet people).

thinking of you guys...

6:46 AM  
Blogger courtney jewett said...

negus, i dont spell it lite or thru. but, nite is just nite to me. i can not explain it. i just cant spell it night. i dont know why. lite-makes me think of bud lite. i like light, but night? i dont know, i just cant do it.

1:07 PM  

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